Self Forgiveness; Excellent Important Topic
July 5, 2014 - 7:38am — Goldie
How do you get your "HEART" to understand?
This is where I struggled the most.
Says it all for me. This is exactly where I had trouble with acceptance.
I got that he was a PD and highly disturbed.
I got that I was used and sucked into his seedy world of sickness and manipulation.
I got that he would never love me in a way which resembled anything healthy.
I got that I could no longer consider him to be a part of my life on any level and that the relationship had been a farce.
I was still left with me.
My heart, my feelings of love.
What I felt was real, regardless to what he felt.