he's moving back in in a week :(
he's moving back in in a week :(
i'm really stressed about it.
i try not to talk about it because i know it worries yall plus it's hard to explain why it has to happen, but just know it's about money...
early next year, my spousal support goe sup and i can move out.
i have so much stress about it. i'm afraid of him hurting me.
i'm afriad of seeing him and still wanting his approval. what the fuck is wrong with me that i would even need to fear that? he beat me then abandoned me. why do i still remember some of the good things and can't seem to believe he's a narc or psycho? i just always do the same circle of it was my fault.
i feel like shit about it and i don;t know what to do. i'm really depressed today.
i'm going to the balloon fiesta today here in beautiful albuququerque today with my two best friends and on a beautiful hike tomorrow.... keeping positive and busy, but i miss being with someone. it's so hard to find someone :(
i'm scared i never will again. and i miss not worrying about money.
I know i'll be ok, and i swear if he lays a hand on me again i will shoot him, don't worry. i'm more worried about my heart.
Fierflie
Fierflie,
He will beat you and abuse
only one way to go...Forward (tm?)
And remember that when it
only one way to go...Forward (tm?)
Fierflie, Please don't let
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
hes moving back in
Jaycee
jaycee
You have other choices than
Hmm , il tell you how i
briesis
Thank you Fierflie for being
Wake up Fierflie...
wholeagain
You are fooling yourself.
I think you need to accept
Because
HE SAYS he can;t afford the
That would be a big step
HE SAYS he can;t afford the
HE SAYS he can;t afford the
Yes, what about this? What
You're afraid...
first of all, did you go to
Briefly went to UNM...
does this dick still teach
He's not at UNM
Flee to safety!
no, no familt help. all my
Dont leave where you are ,
but scoop