Why do I obsess over his life/what he's doing/why he's with her, etc....
Why do I obsess over his life/what he's doing/why he's with her, etc....
Why do I obsess over my hN's life? why do I care what he is doing, why he is still with his current whore, why he still has others on the side, what their life is like together. Why? at this point, five months have gone by, and he could careless, as long as he plays the regretful husband, the man who regrets what he did, but doesn't know what he wants. He obviously knows what he wants or he be on his own, not living with that dirty whore homewrecker. It also bothers me to know, that he's found a homebase where he can still cheat, prowl, but have all his bills paid there, so as he can pay all the bills here, this girl continues to believe she saved him from his horrible life with me, and that she is the one. she is clueless to his cheating, and will probably never see him without his mask. that upsets me, because the longer he lives with her the more of a life he will have with her, and she can say, see, It was real love, I saved him and I was the one. that eats me alive, day and night. and I know him, I know he has to be somewhat happy there, or he would be trying like hell to find a place of his own, with or without money. he has plenty of people he could rent a room from during the week, and stay at his mom's from friday to monday morn, so as he wouldnt have to commute to work. Does anyone think that all the things i imagine about their life, like their total happiness, the illusion, and all the things they may or may not do, just part of my paranoia, my fear of his love for someone else? or does anyone believe, regardless of his cheating and still keeping his foot in the door, that they are happy and have a great life together well a great illusion, please answer that, and why do I care, he doesnt care about us, obviously. please someone tell me what you think,pls I so overwhemled with anxiety about them again.
jaycee..here is aceonelady...
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jaycee...here is aceonelady
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hi jaycee...hughs
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hi jaycee...hugs
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Obsessing
obsessing
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The OW and the "new" Relationship
the ow and the new relationship
Jaycee
Good Morning, Jaycee,
good morning jaycee
Jaycee
I have the same issue. I am
I have the same issue
Jaycee
You are right about that, Jaycee
you are right about that
Jaycee
I am sorry you are going
Im sorry you are going through this
Jaycee
Its ok Jaycee, if it helps you
its ok jaycee, it it helps you
Jaycee
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another thing
"he never went anywhere with
Five months actually isn't
five months actually isn't
Jaycee