I dont know if I'm just being dramatic and if this is okay to post, but.....
I dont know if I'm just being dramatic and if this is okay to post, but.....
I kinda had the feeling when I was with my ex (deep down), that if I married him I would eventually end up....not around anymore. I dont know what it was exactly and I still dont know if Im being overdramatic or not. I really dont know.
Sometimes when we fought, even though he remained composed and was at most showing annoyance...I just felt this coldness from him that actually frightened me. I remember once we were arguing at night and he got up to go to the bathroom and I was actually scared waiting for him to come back.
He was never physically abusive and was rarely verbally abusive. It was all very covert. I just had this feeling...I dont know. Maybe I was just involving myself in dramatic fantasies (cant think of a better word than fantasy, obviously would never want that to happen).
Did anyone else feel this way?
I hope this is not too grim or too scary to be posting, I dont want to frighten anyone or any newbies. If this is not okay to post mods feel free to delete!
A few incidents come to mind.
Perfect example of my fear
The bully
Wow, dudette...
spinning
too true... mine did lots of
Not unusual
knighty that is very
It is what it is
"That would be my take on
Yes...
Yes, the xN was physically
"Your body, mind, spirit are
Not too dramatic
What you all need to
I agree completely with you Hunter
They are completely
looking on the sunny side
WTF!!! What is wrong with
It still surprises how alike
I had the same feeling
wow your post sparked a
Wallace and TracyJ I've seen
I also had that feeling but i
Understand that coldness!
"Your post is valuable , it
sweetie, my ex was the same
Ugh its such a terrible
N would kick objects or hit
Your comment re: I though I
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