I dont know if I'm just being dramatic and if this is okay to post, but.....

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#1 Apr 11 - 9PM
Lookonthesunnyside
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I dont know if I'm just being dramatic and if this is okay to post, but.....

I kinda had the feeling when I was with my ex (deep down), that if I married him I would eventually end up....not around anymore. I dont know what it was exactly and I still dont know if Im being overdramatic or not. I really dont know.

Sometimes when we fought, even though he remained composed and was at most showing annoyance...I just felt this coldness from him that actually frightened me. I remember once we were arguing at night and he got up to go to the bathroom and I was actually scared waiting for him to come back.

He was never physically abusive and was rarely verbally abusive. It was all very covert. I just had this feeling...I dont know. Maybe I was just involving myself in dramatic fantasies (cant think of a better word than fantasy, obviously would never want that to happen).

Did anyone else feel this way?

I hope this is not too grim or too scary to be posting, I dont want to frighten anyone or any newbies. If this is not okay to post mods feel free to delete!

Apr 12 - 10PM
Renegade
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A few incidents come to mind.

Apr 12 - 2PM
Lookonthesunnyside
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Perfect example of my fear

Apr 12 - 10AM
dudette
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The bully

Apr 12 - 10AM (Reply to #33)
spinning
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Wow, dudette...

spinning

Apr 12 - 10AM (Reply to #32)
tootsgee
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too true... mine did lots of

Apr 12 - 9AM
knighty2035
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Not unusual

Apr 12 - 1PM (Reply to #30)
Lookonthesunnyside
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knighty that is very

Apr 12 - 9AM
Goldie
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It is what it is

Apr 12 - 1PM (Reply to #28)
Lookonthesunnyside
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"That would be my take on

Apr 12 - 8AM
Melba
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Yes...

Apr 12 - 8AM
midnight7
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Yes, the xN was physically

Apr 12 - 2PM (Reply to #25)
Lookonthesunnyside
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"Your body, mind, spirit are

Apr 12 - 8AM
ordinarycourage
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Not too dramatic

Apr 12 - 8AM
Hunter
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What you all need to

Apr 12 - 9AM (Reply to #22)
Goldie
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I agree completely with you Hunter

Apr 12 - 8AM (Reply to #21)
Janie53
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They are completely

Apr 12 - 8AM
onwithmylife
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looking on the sunny side

Apr 12 - 1PM (Reply to #18)
Lookonthesunnyside
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WTF!!! What is wrong with

Apr 12 - 9PM (Reply to #19)
lavendar19
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It still surprises how alike

Apr 12 - 7AM
Wallace
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I had the same feeling

Apr 12 - 7AM (Reply to #15)
tootsgee
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wow your post sparked a

Apr 12 - 1PM (Reply to #16)
Lookonthesunnyside
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Wallace and TracyJ I've seen

Apr 12 - 5AM
tootsgee
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I also had that feeling but i

Apr 12 - 4AM
Jar of hearts
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Understand that coldness!

Apr 12 - 2PM (Reply to #12)
Lookonthesunnyside
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"Your post is valuable , it

Apr 11 - 10PM
needing2know
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sweetie, my ex was the same

Apr 11 - 10PM (Reply to #6)
Lookonthesunnyside
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Ugh its such a terrible

Apr 11 - 10PM (Reply to #7)
bgirl
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N would kick objects or hit

Apr 12 - 7AM (Reply to #10)
bgirl
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Your comment re: I though I

Apr 11 - 11PM (Reply to #8)
needing2know
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bgirl