A small bump in the road...

But because of all of you, I really don't feel too bad about it.

I got the text on day 5, right after he came back into town and I am sure after he walked into his empty house.

It was full of concern about how I was doing... He likes to pride himself on remembering specifics of my life and acting like he cares. Ended with the you don't need to respond, just know I was thinking of you bullshit.

I did respond.

Yes, I shouldn't have but I did wait 9 hours to do so - an accomplishment - albeit small. Here is my response...

Everything is fine. Thx. I want a monogamous and reciprocal relationship. I want to be made love to, not fucked. I don't want my head screwed with. This is why I have remained silent and I would like it to continue. You have plenty of others to choose from, please find what you need somewhere else. I would really appreciate it. Thx.

So, yes, by responding I gave him some supply, he of course didn't respond back, I am kind of happy about that, I am not going to beat myself up over it and I feel pretty good actually.

Back to day one I guess.... :)

That should get me the ST for another few days which is great, I can work on separating myself some more.