A small bump in the road...
A small bump in the road...
But because of all of you, I really don't feel too bad about it.
I got the text on day 5, right after he came back into town and I am sure after he walked into his empty house.
It was full of concern about how I was doing... He likes to pride himself on remembering specifics of my life and acting like he cares. Ended with the you don't need to respond, just know I was thinking of you bullshit.
I did respond.
Yes, I shouldn't have but I did wait 9 hours to do so - an accomplishment - albeit small. Here is my response...
Everything is fine. Thx. I want a monogamous and reciprocal relationship. I want to be made love to, not fucked. I don't want my head screwed with. This is why I have remained silent and I would like it to continue. You have plenty of others to choose from, please find what you need somewhere else. I would really appreciate it. Thx.
So, yes, by responding I gave him some supply, he of course didn't respond back, I am kind of happy about that, I am not going to beat myself up over it and I feel pretty good actually.
Back to day one I guess.... :)
That should get me the ST for another few days which is great, I can work on separating myself some more.
Sometimes you need to speak
Farmgirl it felt great
Day 1 it is...
Kiwi, you are so right...
It is very tempting,
Thank you Sparrow.
You won't get a response! The
I couldn't agree more on
It was actually a relief to
So glad to hear it! Be