Oh boy, I could write a book about the sexual dysfunction side of Ns. In my mind, it's one of the tell-tale signs that can be revealed relatively early on (and maybe save us from getting into long-term "bondage" situations with these cretins). Anyway, both my ex Ns had sexual problems.
My mom used to tell me (even as an impressionable teenager) that I should never marry someone without sleeping with them first (this was back in the day where abstinence until marriage was still somewhat en vogue). I thought to myself back then "Mom!", but hmmm...I think she was trying to tell me something, given I believe my dad was an N. She also revealed to me that my dad wasn't very good in bed...even though he thought he was fine. Sound like an N???!! She ended up cutting him off from sex with her for 18 years, after he drunkenly called her his "little whore" in front of friends at a party. Secretly, I think she was relieved to have a legitimate reason for not sleeping with him anymore.
And I truly believe that sexual abuse/rape within a relationship is real. Even though our former Ns could say we gave our consent and there was no force, our consent was given through brainwashing, manipulation, etc.
And I truly believe that sexual abuse/rape within a relationship is real. Even though our former Ns could say we gave our consent and there was no force, our consent was given through brainwashing, manipulation, etc.
i have been reading some of the sexual experiences others have had with their N, this has helped me tremendously even though it is a personal subject for me to elaborate on, I am glad I can compare notes so to speak in reference to the nature of their so called intimacy, or f---ing as mine eventually called it. My goodness he wanted so much for a threesome with me and others the more the better he would say, I think back now and realize when he was having sex with me he was playing the pimp testing my limitations and testing me so to speak to see if I was any good. Lets see how did he put it, oh ya, I was a hot piece of ass, isnt that lovely, just what I wanted to hear, wanted me to scream in orgasmic pleasure, pulling my hair making me say I loved him, making me say, F---k me Fred (not his real name) just a regular little rough boy, telling me if we had another woman with us he would love for me to put on a strap on penis and just f--k the shit out of her like the bitch she is, then kick her out. Saying things like "I bet you would be good at going down on another woman", something I never gave much thought to not my cut of tea, wanting me to even urinate on another woman with him, talk about deviated, of course this wasw all said during the passion of our moments together, sometimes I would think ya sure and while I am at it I will just stick a sword fish up your butt too would you like that? Getting back to sexual abuse rape, I will always believe I was the victim of SEVERE emotional rape all for a greater purpose he had for me, the passionate act he put on in the beginning was the lethal dose of sexual charm for greater things to come he wanted me to do (no pun intended) mine always masturbated, he once asked me "hey do you ever get so horny you have to masturbate at work in the bathroom"?, cant say that I have, he masturbated probably at least twice daily if not more and i remember one time getting out of bed and stepping on something big and green I thought what the hell is that it was some sex toy he brought with him, the size of a tree stump, ya right dont think so, i didnt even know he had it until I almost slipped on it and fell, my god I am not against some fun sex toys to enhance and make things fun but this was a bit much I was waiting for the camera man to say, CUT, THATS A TAKE like some porn movie or something, way too much for me. I took the green thing or whatever it was and tossed it across the room. They are all sexually sick and we were nothing but objects for their experiments and sick fantasies mmmmm must be why I suffered post traumatic shock from the whole experience
thats a good one, mine too, in fact one time as hard as I tried he couldnt get it to work, and I DID EVERYTHING, of course I think it was because mine liked such deviated sexual things and plain sex was like going to 1st base with him, they are freaks arent they, mine LOVED to watch lesbians and even men in fact mine liked to watch other couples have sex like some sick peeping tom looking thru windows while jacking off in the bushes or something, mine wanted me to have sex with another man and leave my cell phone on while he listened, now isnt that true love? I cant think of anything more romantic ha ha ha i think pathologicals have sick and strange and deviated sex preferences Think about it if you cant love or feel anything for anybody how would that effect your sexuality? There is no passion in their sex, nothing, I think mine even faked having an orgasm ha ha ha They are sick aint they? Dont be ashamed of putting up with such a freak, we have NOTHING to be ashamed of, it is them who should hang their heads and slash their wrists they take up space
Oh yes!
this caught my attention
ha ha
sexually warped - always