it won't be good, it won't be sexy, you will have PTSD, you will feel used and disgusting.
The magic is over, the love bubble popped - we cannot get it back. There is no faking it once you know what you know.
I think I just want one hug and the arm around me and then knowing the deceit behind it there will be no comfort...its gone.
Now that I have seen the real him, I would never touch him again, no matter what. In fact, I don't even think of him like that any longer. It was all lies and fake.
NO NO
losing your mind!!
I Wouldn't Touch Him