I am really having troubles right now. I am questioning whether he is an N or whether he is just a stupid 21 year old that makes mistakes. As you know we have been talking. He wants us to eventually get back together. This time he is being so different and so much more realistic. Last time he came back he was crying and telling me that he wants to be back together and rush into things again and he lied about everything he did when we were broken up. This time he is being honest and admitted things that he has done. He is telling me that we should move slow and work on our problems. He said that he doesnt want to lie to me and he might mess it up again but we can work through it. He is just being so much different and logical this time around. It is really making me question everything. I know who he is, I know that he is an ass, I just dont know what to do. Maybe I need to take him back one more time to get it in my head,but when I wasnt talking to him I was so much stronger! Oh I am so confused now! Remember how strong I was just two weeks ago? Now I am fragile. I dont want to be with him because I know it probably wont work but I also dont want him with anyone else. Please help!