I cannot block him at work but I know I shouldnt open an email from him when I see and I do. I am upset that I do and it has only hurt me more you are right. I will try to not open any future notes from him. It's like sitting candy in front of a child and telling them not to touch. A huge temptation to overcome.
Thank you for your support and I do just want it to be over. I don't want him to keep trying to hurt me.
Happy1
Boy my N told me he would come back to me if I stopped lying to everyone and if I changed!! Just like yours I guess. I don't lie to anyone and I don't need to change I treated him like Gold waited on him hand and foot. They all must do this! They projecting.
Reaching out here is always good. The people here have helped me more than I can say in ways they'll never know as I don't comment very much but do get so much out of the comments...and believe me I have BEEN EXACTLY where you are right now. It is torture and hard to wrap our normal brains around the depths of their cruelty. It HURTS. You've been deeply wounded and now it's time to concentrate on healing. Clean out that wound. Don't let it get infected. The people here will help.
Happy, you are stronger than you know. You just need a breather. I am pulling for you and know you can get past this hurdle. This is YOUR time now, not his.
Hugs and good vibes to you. You'll get through it, I just know it.
Most sincerely (starting to slow down) spinning
XOXOXOX
Thank you!
I don't want to leave work because I dont want to lose my job. I am not functioning though and I'm a blubbering idiot! Thank you for your support. I will try to go to restroom and get myself together some. I cannot believe he's being so cruel. I can't believe I can't get myself together. I don't want to allow this pain but can't control it either.
and one I haven't had to experience yet, thankfully. One status like and I was a mess last night too. But I think the best response if you do any response is one of wishing them all the luck in the world with it. No meanness in response, that shows him he still has control, no hurt or over niceness either, that shows he still has control, just say I am sorry it didn't work out fo ryou with me, but hopefully you will have luck with that site. THAT to me is the one that if I was flaunting hey look at me I am on a dating site now cuz of you that would hurt me the most if I am trying to get one over on you or make a poit enough of it to write you.
I mean telling you this without just going and doing it is highly suspect to me. Why announce going on a dating site if you are single? Ho hum, but it's a method to make you feel you are repsonsible, and honestly, it's just lie, if you were not for him, that's not a crime you committed.
So yeah, the pain is horrendous. I would feel the same, but don't give that person the satisfaction. If it's online dating, and I've done YEARS of it, it's not like he's gonna have much luck with it.lol
M
"do you believe that dreams come true? hold on to your dreams." - Madonna
spinning
Boy my N told me he would
You can send him to junk!
Great work already, Hap...
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JRB123
that's a horrible feeling...
"do you believe that dreams come true? hold on to your dreams." - Madonna