Feeling VERY ANGRY!!!!!!!
Feeling VERY ANGRY!!!!!!!
So my last evening with the narc back in December, things were "off" They had been for a few weeks. I had a huge gut feeling that he was cheating...with his secretary. He was acting different, took his phone in bathroom a few times when I was there.
Anyways,I never said anything, thought I was paranoid. I actually googled paranoia...thinking I was going mad....surely he would never cheat.
So on that last night after we were out and his car...he was cold and angry with me because my demeanor was off. It was because I knew something wasn't right....and he kept bringing up this secretary every 15 minutes (she was away on vacation)
I asked him if I could look at his phone and he said no. I lost it. I knew then he was hiding something and i called him an SOB and hit his chest. Told him I knew it was with his secretary. I wasn't stupid etc.
That is when he flipped completely and told me I was "fuc#kin nuts" and he was done with me. blah blah....I cried and was sooooo hurt and went back in his car. He grabbed me hard to get out ( I actually had bruises)...then he called the cops in me.
Well....since the breakup I was 90% sure I was right about the secretary. And now.....I know FOR SURE I was right. 100% cinfirmation........she's dumped now too.
Sorry this is long. I just feel so hateful right now. I called him on his cheating. I WAS RIGHT and he called the cops on me.
I was sooooooo kind to him. So faithful and encouraging and compassionate and I did so much for him and this is what he does????? Calls the cops on ME when he was the one in the wrong??????
It feels good to have the 100% confirmation I was right......just got that now.....but I am ANGRY!!!!!!!!
I know this is what they do. I just really needed to vent this.
thanks everyone here. you guys are amazing:)
Yeah
Vindication! Your anger is
Peace. J
Thank you:) What you wrote
Stayingstrong
"he turned it around on you
you were dead on staying
It does feel good to know I
It is infuriating, Staying Strong
Yes. I wasn't really allowed
Yep. As a child I wasnt
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
Wasn't Allowed to Cry
Neveragain5- earlier today
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
My psychologist
you trusted your instincts
"shows you know how to stand
Good for you for getting out
the cheating is one thing.
That's just it. Cheating is
mine did that on purpose,
almostlydia
And I guess I was angry for
almostlydia
mine told me the next day,
You are so right. That's