Ashamed...
Ashamed...
I have a confession... I broke NC Sunday. I managed 4 days of it. Sunday afternoon I had a weak moment, and called him (I know, I know... was I ready to weigh myself in front of him? No. I managed to push that tidbit out of my mind for a fleeting second. The second in which I called him).
Anyways, I know we could care less, but the first words out of his mouth was an apology. I don't remember him ever apologizing about anything since I've known him. He said he knows what he said was awful, and that he was going to call or text me to say he was sorry, but he didn't know if it was the right time (I understand that's probably all bullshit). I was impressed with how sincere he sounded (which, at the time I was all wrapped up in the moment and it sounded great, but now I'm thinking more clearly).
So... now, we're back in talking on the phone mode. I've been in weak mode today, too, because of a major dental procedure I had this morning that was a traumatic experience to say the least. I wanted comfort. Why I went looking for it in him is beyond me. What's funny is that he's not necessarily "comforting" when I talk to him. When I brought up how nervous I was about it yesterday, he said... "Well, at least you're not giving birth to a baby. Think about that." Seriously? Thanks for the reassurance and understanding, sweetheart.
I know you'll all disappointed in me. I'm disappointed in myself. Now I have to break contact all over again. I'm quite depressed.
Oh...
Again...it's about him....
Broken records
Susan32
Just a mess...
NO!
Asking you to weigh yourself
Rhiannon
I think at this stage you
rhiannon
Rhiannon
That's exactly what I
If you
His arguement is NOT STRONG.
Rhiannon
Hey Rhiannon...
rhiannon
Hmm...
Admitting.....
No
Couldn't agree more on the benefits of NC
When I felt like contacting,
"Managing your emotions"
"If at first you don't
I'm reposting this for all
almostlydia
This is just my opinion.....
I agree completely
Thanks for the clarification NinjaGirl
Awe NinjaGirl.... I was
oh and I hope you didn't