Spot on! You know I don't know if you believe in psychics, I never did until my GF talked me into seeing one and she has been spot on with everything she said about my ExN H(although painful to hear at that time.) She said he was going to have a break down, and that he wasn't going to make it and that I was NOT to run to his bedside. I get sad when I think of this, not because I still love him, because i don't even know who "HIM" was/is anymore. I only know I tried hard to love him for 13 years, and I have watched him create a slew of enemies and I am a witness to his life- watching the alcoholism and NPD destroy him bit by bit. It is sad, when I read your post, because I think he will end up that way (even if he does deserve it for all the pain and suffering he has caused.) Hugs xxoo
Patiencegoal........
I guess I knew that one.......it would only be the ump-tenth time. Yes really. What I crazy cycle I have been sucked into.
This last load of crap thou , confused me .....I am embarrassed to say.
I have read said TEXTS at least 50 times today trying to make sense.
" you are an angel sent to love me and help me. What I can't figure out is why the message is not getting thru to me. I am so one sided and so surface iknow it and I can't find the path to stop and balance. It's like being on a dead end street and driving to the end to see if the signs were legit. Very stupid" ". I was blaming you and not fixing me.........you were perfect to me and for me "
Instead of concentrating on work today........I was thinking about that.
And I am an ER nurse....I am so glad it was an "easy day"
I can't think straight
:0(
Smarter...oh wow..he really is trying to keep you in his life for when he wants you back. Oh my. You're an ER nurse? Everyone here knows I am considering a career switch from opera diva to nurse. How the heck is it going for you? I am also glad you had a slow day...I can just see you stabbing patients to get an IV in LOL.
Patiencegoal.....
Nursing is not a bad gig......I like it. I have a 14yr old girl, and would encourage her to do the same. Job security, pay not bad.
And it's funny, well sort of I guess, I have fantasies of HIM coming in as a trauma patient.......I am going to hell I know lol
I don't want him to be dead.......just injured to the point where he would be scared and need me.
How pathetic is that I know.
Btw, it would be way cooler to be an opera diva! I can't sing for shit lol. I am jealous
NO it is not way cooler to be a singer in this economy and the business is incredibly unstable financially! As far as you wanting him to show up as trauma patient, I'm going to send mind along with him. Do you know that my ex N got a very serious head injury back in the Fall after being beamed in the head by a big steel piece of machinery, and did he go the the ER? NO...he was basically bleeding out, and he took Crazy Glue and held the pieces of his head together with the glue until the bleeding stopped. No health insurance, for one, and two, I am almost positive he would have been screened positive for various illegal drugs, guessing Coke. Unreal.
Smarter-thanthis
Patiencegoal........ I guess
Smarter...oh wow..he really
Patiencegoal..... Nursing is
NO it is not way cooler to be
Btw, pardon the