he won't stop - i want to send this
he won't stop - i want to send this
should i send this? he won't leave me alone.
P, why now? After everything, after my trying for months/years to be kind and to love you, why all of a sudden are you 'so sorry'. What SPECIFICALLY are you sorry for? Again, how is this linked to your 'sudden anxiety'?
Sidney, why are you seeing a therapist NOW? Why not after I lost my child after being shoved onto concrete? Why not after you beat me? Why not to save our marriage after you left me? When I was willing to forgive the fucking torture you dished out and was willing to work on our 'marriage'. Why NOW? What specific issues are you working through in therapy and why should I believe that you are sincere?
Being that I am too forgiving, I would be happy to know that you were in fact finally horrified by your treatment of your wife who LOVED and trusted you. That you have had some kind of sudden epiphany overnight that has caused this 180 in your behavior. That upon reflecting you actually have some kind of remorse. I don't, though. I think you are afraid of being caught, and afraid that I may be unwilling to protect you and keep your secrets anymore NOW that I'm a grown up and realize just how incredibly fucked up it all was.
You wanted to communicate so badly. There it is. If you really want forgiveness, you need to convince me you are truly repentant. And even though you supposedly 'never loved me', I sure as fuck know you better than you give me credit for. I'm also allot smarter than you give me credit for. Don't mistake my kindness for weakness and stupidity.
If you want me not to expose you, I need to feel like you will never do it again. Meanwhile, you can save your saccharine emails and texts for your girlfriends who don't know any better. If I detected and sincerity at all, I would spoken to you before now,
i don;t see how this is n supply.i'm just afriad it will give him details on how to fool me. i think its more likely that he will leave me alone.
should i just not send it or what?
Don't send it!
Journey on...
Forgive for What?
This bit hits home for
it hits home for me too.
Fierflie please listen
Hey Fi , you know not to send
scoop
Don't send it!
susan
No dont re write it being
I wouldn't send anything, IMHO
Thank you for feeling and
I agree - do NOT! You got
really
First, you are asking him
please don't
Nononononononono
wholeagain
it's...
Fierflie
ally
@Fierflie
Nan
Fierflie, I agree with Ally
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
It's giving him attention,
I agree !!
i love yall