Having a hard day - pls Help!
Having a hard day - pls Help!
Help! I'm crying like a blubbering fool off and on and I'm feeling particularly down today. Not really cause it is Valentine's day, but that doesn't help.
Yesterday I felt excited about things (nothing to do with exN) and today it is once again hard to focus, to feel anything but sadness and downright hopelessness that I will ever get past this point of caring on such a deep level.
On the surface I know I am better off without him, but when it comes right down to it, I miss him horribly. I miss what I though I'd found with him and it seems like it was my only chance to ever be with someone the way I've always wanted to be.
After 18 months I still have no desire to date and haven't met any men I feel even the least bit excited about.
Most of you know I can't be NC because of work and though I wanted to email him today to tell him I cared and I missed him, I didn't. Then I received an email from him a short time later to wish me a H.V.D. and in it he said he hoped I "will be having fun tonight".
I'd laugh at the ridiculousness of that sentiment if I wasn't so depressed.
I'm okay on my own really, but I feel so alone sometimes... :(
JOURNEY
Onwithmylife
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He is not a friend, you know
Journey it will get better,,,you need to go NC extreme
Omg I just made the same
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Amen Idealk
LOL!
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Not close I don't think
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JOURNEY...please read my "be brave" post!!
I'm right there with you. 2
Stronger than ever
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Yes...especially when he did
Journey - Wipe those tears
Nan
Thanks Nancyh
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Thanks Sara
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