Where do I go from here?
Where do I go from here?
Most of know what happened to me yesterday. If you don't you can read "Help" and "I failed" on the message boards because I can't go through writing it again.
What I want to know now is where do I go from here? HOW in the world do I get my self respect back? How do I recover from letting him see me act like a total insane pathetic crazy person that is crazy in love with him?? How do I recover from him saying "I hope I didn't lead you on?" How do I get the words out of my head about how wonderful the GF is? I've slept more in the past 24 hours than I've slept in a week. That is the only way I have found to cope. If I'm asleep I can't remember and think about it.
Please don't tell me it doesn't matter. It matters TO ME. I want some part of my dignity back. I want to feel better about myself. I want to be able to go back to work Tuesday with my head held up and not be ashamed and embarrassed. How do I do that?
I want my dignity back damnit!!! Just a tiny bit of it!
awe honey
fierflie
The first thing is to stop blaming and being mad at yourself....
TNR1
TNR1 is right on...
Getting your self respect
You Have your dignity. It is HIM who doesn't have ANY
Sara Smile...
Sarah smile
Like, everyone has already
Sara
HOW DO YOU GET YOUR DIGNITY BACK?
sara-smile
sara-smile
NC is the only way to recover
ACgirl
Well first you have to
sick of it
I know it is very hard to
sick of it
sara
My heart just broke. After
exhausted
I have decided that if his
Exhausted
sick of it
Yes
exhausted
YES SARA!
Oh she is about to be