violent towards my Narc
violent towards my Narc
Hi everyone,
I've been with my N for 8years...have 2 children with him and thankfully never married him.
I have put up with his crap for too long. He had put me in headlocks, restrained me, broke things and I have even had him arrested 3 times with restraining orders. But he always manages to slip back into our lives with his crying, pouting, and poor me attitude.
The last few years I have found myself not being able to take this any longer and have actually punched him in the face on one occasion as well as other physical things that I am not proud of. I just want to stress that I have never been a violent person, I once considered myself to be a very calm person, I worked as a Spa professional for many years, practiced yoga and meditation.
I just wanted to know, am I going crazy, becoming like him or have my boundaries been pushed to the very edge or all of the above. I want nothing more than to live a peaceful life with my children. Has this happened to anyone else? By the way I am aware that it is not safe for me to do this to him as I can get hurt or worse.
when I was younger... Wow
Amyjo
amyjo
violence
amyjo - option #3; situational response
Ava
No...you are NOT crazy
Yes, you are getting "crazy"
I have punched , kicked ,
LOL