Is it a lunar cycle?
Is it a lunar cycle?
I'm having a very difficult time today - he called all day yesterday (I didn't answer) and sent an email that I left alone. I'm reading other postings today that others are going through this as well.
I read that SunFlowergirl is getting sucked back in and this is what is going on with me. However, mine is not even saying he wants to marry me (I broke a 2+ year engagement in Feb). He just wants to "see if we can be friends again before getting back to what we had" - HA!!!
The hard part is that he lives 1/2-mile away from me now and I wish he was on the other side of the planet! Everyone around here thinks he's such a great guy - why won't I give him another chance? This is such classic narc bs!
There has been more that has happened that I just don't have the cahonas to write about here - maybe later. I just want to get back to peaceful NC status. I felt like I needed to come here and post my feelings but I'm not even sure how I feel anymore - other than just ready to get on with my life and after 9 years of push-pull crap - I just want to feel peaceful and content! Is that ever going to come and stay with me for good?
I just printed out a posting from Betty that I'm going to keep looking at today - all day. It ends with these words -
"I turn it all over and let time and karma take the wheel. I stay focused on what is most important: my life and my recovery."
terri...
I know its stupid
Jen 79
look at it this way
shaynas mommy
Jen79
Amen Mommy!!
winning the game
Your'e welcom, babies! :)
You should feel so fortunately
I let mine back in a 2nd time
hopefuljms
Used, I have no idea. Lucky
I think maybe that its
weird
Gawd I feel the same
yes so damn stupid
terri
Peace
thank you
Believe in yourself!
Terri
Terri, you are a wonderful
mariline - thank you!!
Believe in yourself!
Terri
Terri.. I read you post and
Qing Yuan - thank you
Believe in yourself!
Terri