Why Do I.....
Why Do I.....
Allow me to post this here. I have had one of those days, and this will help.
Why Do I Grieve:
- I grieve for the loss of the dream and the hope of "happily ever after."
- I grieve for the dynamic, life loving, passionate, honest and funny person that entered this relationship.
- I grieve for the scared, pain stricken, distraught and hurt person that left this relationship.
- I grieve for the person I fell in love with.
- I grieve for the person I fell out of love with.
- I grieve for the nameless and silent emotional war that I had raging inside of myself while I was in this relationship.
- I grieve for the loss of self-esteem, self-worth and confidence.
- I grieve for the energy that was spent to make "it" work.
- I grieve for the energy that was spent questioning my emotions and feelings, as if they were wrong.
- I grieve for the constant conflict.
- I grieve for the nights in bed alone crying, knowing that this was not the relationship for me, or one that I deserved.
- I grieve for person lying in bed alone crying not believing he had the strength to move on confidently.
- I grieve for the amount of time I had given to him in my thoughts, in my dreams and in my nightmares once it was over.
- I grieve for the person that gave 100% of his heart and soul to someone who deserved 0%.
- I grieve for the fear of tonight alone.
- I grieve for tomorrow alone.
- I grieve for the uncertainty of my future.
What do I celebrate:
- I celebrate knowing that my "happily ever after" is out there with someone that God is waiting to deliver to me.
- I celebrate the dynamic, life loving, passionate, honest and funny person that is once again emerging.
- I celebrate the strong, confident, healthy and positive person that is awakening within me.
- I celebrate the person who is capable of falling in love, and truly experience it's joy.
- I celebrate knowing that I was brought to and through this experience so that I may know what I will and will not tolerate any longer.
- I celebrate the calm, peaceful and serene nature that is my life alone - without the trauma of constant conflict.
- I celebrate discovering a stronger sense of self-esteem, self-confidence and strength that I never knew I possessed.
- I celebrate the nights that I lay in bed peaceful and free.
- I celebrate the person who finally was strong enough to say "enough" and question your true self.
- I celebrate not having you in my thoughts, dreams and nightmares.
- I celebrate the person who can give 100% of his heart and soul and has the capacity to truly love.
- I celebrate tonight alone, knowing that nothing and no one can take this precious peace of mind from me.
- I celebrate tomorrow because it provides me another day to grow, understand and build character within myself.
- I celebrate the certainty of my future knowing that I will be delivered to great things that I will have the full capacity to receive them.
- I celebrate the unfortunate time that I spent in your horror, for it has developed a person that will rise from the ashes of your burnt soul, only to drive you mad.
- I celebrate knowing that I am not around to witness your madness any longer.
- I celebrate knowing that what you so deliberately tried to destroy in me will only grow stronger, while you will only grow weaker in your tireless search for your "ideal" love that you have no idea how to nurture.
- I CELEBRATE!
Brad
Thank you Brad. Really thank
I just reread this again and
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Playedwithfire
Wonderful
I am speechless Brad!!!
only one way to go...Forward (tm?)
Betty
"Be who you are, and say what you feel; for those who mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss
WOW!!! A big giant WOW!!!
Rod Stewart
Thanks for the kind words
"Be who you are, and say what you feel; for those who mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss
"Only to drive you mad"
This is beautiful!
Today was a day that I had
"Be who you are, and say what you feel; for those who mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss
Thank you Brad
Lovely Brad. I wanted to
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NancyM
"Be who you are, and say what you feel; for those who mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss
i grieve
Aceonelady
Aceonelady
"Be who you are, and say what you feel; for those who mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind." - Dr. Seuss
thanks Brad2723
Aceonelady
I grieve for the fact that I
Tigger73
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Playedwithfire
hi Tigger73
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to Brad from on with my life