Why do I keep second guessing myself?
Why do I keep second guessing myself?
Intellectually I know I made the right move by leaving; I had bruises to show for it. But emotionally now that I've been gone for 2 months I start questioning myself, was it really all that bad? There were so fantastic things about being married to him, and we had great times together. Is that with every N?
When I was with him I was angry a lot and felt isolated and neglected. But there were a lot of times I felt close and experienced "intimacy"--times we'd lie on the couch together while he played with my hair and we watched our favorite movie, or the times we sat around playing board games together and eating our favorite take-out, the times we'd take our dogs to the park and laugh and watch them run together, all the sweet "surprise" cards he'd leave for me in the morning. These are the things that are started to make me question myself...my sanity. Did I do the right thing by leaving? I REALLY miss him!!! I have been crying every day for 2 months, snot and all...
jodie Every action has a
change
something for you finallydone
Jodie - do me a favor
Thanks for all the
"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
Master manipulators
Sorry to say
I agree Jodie!!
I totally understand
Therapy
Whatever
"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
leaving
whatever
Normal
Jodie there are men who can
Better off
"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
To make it more creepy, he
creepy is right
Barbara
"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
That's what sucks...
I wish I could remember
Thanks quietude...my head is
"Cry now because you lost him or cry later because you have him."
It's interesting how much N's have in common....
love this!
for once he spoke truth
Just curious??
jealous
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Head Spinning
Just reverse that and you