day 2 of NC
day 2 of NC
This is day 2 for me of NC and I hope you all don't mind me writing on here so much. It's helping me not to completely lose it so I don't get committed. My stomach is cramping all the time and I'm sweating all the time and I'm doing everything I can do block any good thoughts. I know the weekends will be hardest and this is only Friday. I'm beside myself with anxiety but I know I won't contact him. He thinks he is okay with being on a dating site and it's not. He's a sick man. I don't want to go back to having to have permission to speak wiith him. I don't want to feel like I'm on eggshells anymore. I want to get better now and see how bad this really is. This is hard. I don't feel any better at day 2 than I did a few days ago when this happened.
The weird thing is I still have his Iphone. I don't get it. I thought for sure he would have demanded it yesterday and now he's back in IN. I was supposed to be on his boat with my son and is son and my N this weekend and he came back to IL to pick his son up last night. this man doesn't live without his phone so what game is this? I'm so sick to my stomach.