I am so pissed!!!!
I am so pissed!!!!
How do you get over this anger?
Right now he has plenty of money and flaunting it around (if you have no car, live at home,and your only expenses are cab rides,cigarettes,cell phone bill, booze, and when your gambling addiction kicks in, hey you can be 13 forever).
He's calling all his little buddies about the big celebration(translation drunk fest)they have in his home town.
Planning where to get loaded...they actually plan this!!!
It's like all he does is have fun and I am stuck with the reality of financial responsibilities, seeing a therapist now and taking meds,planning my life...you know things you do as an adult.
But he never has to deal with ANYTHING. And every one thinks he is so wonderful. No accountability EVER. This man is a teenager, Peter Pan man and does not care.
I do not want him back, but his erasure of me and now saying he owes me nothing pushed me right over the edge.
Let me be incredibly immature and say I hate him at this moment. How could I believe what he said to me hook line and sinker? I loved him and it was not real.The thought that he could con that well and for what...sex?
It is all too horrible.
I look forward to the day I have NO feelings for him and am completely indifferent.
Keep letting go daily, knowing I really have no control over the situation and have done everything I can in regards to recovering my money.
Does anyone just get seriously mad and then get into a pity party? Life isn't fair, but dealing with narc fallout is ridiculous! Do they ever pay the piper?
They are angry, paranoid,
They can't feel... so how can they pay?
Erasure
pay the piper
Aceonelady
aceonelady
_______________________________________________
"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
Rainbow1...
Aceonelady
aceonelady
_______________________________________________
"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
Hitandrun
Life or death - pick one
I dont know if they ever pay
_______________________________________________
"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
Mine is nearing 40... does
mine made fun of my schedule too!
As you said he's only 21!
Know what you mean...
Congrats Amy!
HAHA!
LOL
Always the younger crowd.
_______________________________________________
"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
Yep - the WT folks he hangs
ha.. they're probably
hitandrun
hitandrun
You know
Ugh...
The best revenge is to find your happiness....
Right on ladies!
Yes HitandRun i too have
only one way to go...Forward (tm?)
I do the same ..