I let rip at the narc last night
I let rip at the narc last night
I Ran into my narc on a night out last night . Im simply not going to stay in anymore , it was friday night a beautiful evening in Cambridge so i put my glad rags on and hit the town . I had heared a rummor that he had gone to Glastonbury although i didnt know for sure , he hadnt and we met ..Unfortunatly i had had 2 pints of beer by then and passionate anger just rose i me .. i went for it .... I told him how angry i was , how hurt i was . I think i told him i wanted him dead ...shit .. but he tryed to defend himself , he started to blame me , shame me as he has always done , he didnt give and inch . Do i feel better for it ? i dont know what i feel really , i think i was looking for some glimmer of remorse from him , some kid of recognition from him of his sick behaviour but was there was nothing . I guess i didnt expect an apology because by now in his worpt little mind he has changed reality to make himself out to be the good guy . I did remind him of one line when i was pregnant the line was "its youre fault your pregnant scoop you slept with me " he denied he said it at first and then tryed to blame me for it and then a sorry like a stroppy teenager .. I then said "youre only sorry when you get caught out when youre made to face the mirror you pathological piece of shit "... im quite happy with that ..lol
Im never going to get the sorry from him i need , there will be no recognition from him .
A couple of months ago i would be down and out for a couple of weeks over this run in but i have had a good cry and i brushed my hair and im ready to face the day secure in the knowledge he is one messed up little freak with the emotional age of six . Actualy the whole interaction was like an adult telling off a child and the child kept saying "it wasnt me miss"... and i thought this man was a life partner ....eewww .
Scoop x
Scoop
I was thinking the same thing.
Yes goldie , knock him dead
Goldie,
Goldie
An update which say it all i
Revenge .....
Scoop
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