2.5 months into NC and I am STRUGGLING
2.5 months into NC and I am STRUGGLING
This is my first post.
Went NC with female N right after NYE...I can't figure out why my feelings of longing/sadness got stronger in the last month. (for the 1st month, I was relieved.)
I'm obsessed. I've replayed every single detail so many times, I've re-traumatized myself endlessly.
My mind is now screwing with me: telling me there were good times. making me question if I had it wrong. Worst: making me want to be an N so I don't feel this pain.
The relationship hit its swan song when I finally asked her about the "stony, expressionless" stare. She blew up for like a day straight.
I found the "narcissistic stare" online, and I was NC in short order.
I'm TERRIFIED of running into her. We surf the same spot here in Honolulu, and I find myself afraid of running into her. I think about it constantly.
Still fresh
What are you doing to unravel
Plan Ahead!
2.5 half months is not a long
thanks
Hi LFG, there are steps on
thank you
Ex sex
Hi LNFG, Yes, you probably