5 whole months!

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#1 Dec 10 - 1AM
BrokenRoad
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5 whole months!

Today, I celebrate 5 months without you. I remember when you left me, I was broken, depressed, afraid, lonely and in the dark. I wondered how I would make it in life without my bitter sweet addiction.

I remember the early days of NC, I was a complete mess, I could not seem to focus on anything but you. I even secretly wished for a hoover, just to see your face one last time. I remember dreaming about you, we were happy and it was beautiful. When I woke up, I quickly went back to sleep just to see you again. I would pray every night and ask God to let me see you again in my dreams.
Thank God for unanswered prayers.

I want you to know......

I still think of you everyday but you are not the center of my universe.

You tried to break me, but you made me stronger!

Abandoning your son is the best thing you could have ever done for us and I thank you!

Narc...... "Only a fool would mistake kindness for weakness, for there is a heart of a lion in the spirit of a lamb"

(not so) BrokenRoad

Dec 10 - 4PM
Laurelly82
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Same here

Dec 10 - 11PM (Reply to #8)
BrokenRoad
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Congrats on your 5 months of freedom!

Dec 10 - 1PM
spinning
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Fantastic, (not so) Broken

spinning

Dec 11 - 12AM (Reply to #6)
BrokenRoad
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Thank You!

Dec 10 - 9AM
boomer14
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Congratulations!

Dec 10 - 7AM
Brandnewme
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Beautiful

Dec 11 - 12AM (Reply to #3)
BrokenRoad
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Brandnewme

Dec 10 - 6AM
BlindNoMore
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Yeah for 5 months!