feel so stupid, again!
feel so stupid, again!
Hello everyone,
I am new here, and very happy to be here. Thank you to Lisa and get staff for welcoming me here. I have been with what I believe is a narc or disordered guy for ten years. (excuse my poor typing, I only have a cell phone to write on) I got D&D again , I lost count now, sadly. I went 12 days NC and was proud of myself. But broke down yesterday and called. What a mistake. First he ignored my calls, then he got on and raged, called me a bitch so many times. I was crying and begging him to stop bring so mean. He didn't care. Then later he texted me saying we can still have sex, ughh but that's it. He projects his sickness on me i swear. Why are they so disgustingly cruel. ? I feel even worseworse than before. I agreed to his sexual offers, but just over the phone didn't do anything. But it's because i love him so much and thought he loved me. My story is long, but this is the most recent event. Ill share more soon, i just can't sleep now and have the old anxiety again. I feel pitiful and dumb!
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