The Stories in our Heads...
The Stories in our Heads...
Once again,my fourm friends save the day... I didn't make that 11:00am call because of the support here. Grateful beyond words.
I know you all know the games our minds can play on us right? There are certain thoughts that trigger the feeling of fear, anxiety, sadness, anger, etc.
The thing I think that 'hooks' me is that he is on those dating sights or out in the world and MEETS 'THE ONE...' The one he said I was to him. The ONE who makes him feel like I used to make him feel. The ONE he WANTS TO SPEND TIME WITH...
He spent years telling me,
"You are 'home' to me",
"You are where I belong.
"We were meant to be toghether."
"You are my way forward."
"You are my 'it' girl."
"I've only felt this way three times in my whole life."
"You love me more than anyone in my entire life, more than my own mother... (Ding, ding, ding....)
"We're so much alike, it's so easy being with you."
The list is endless.... I'm imagining all of the OW hearing these same words. I feel stupid. I believed the fool was genuine. I believed his crazy lies and ever changing BS.
I just want to stop feeling like a zombie whose blood has been sucked out of her body. I want to hate him for what has happened to me. But, I'm responsible for this. I saw the signs. I was warned. From day one after not seeing him for 21 years, I knew something didn't seem quite right. But I did not listen to my gut. I charged ahead.
Never again, NEVER....
FM
Same thing happened to me...
It was done to me..
Recently, I would call and
I was asked by my ex N many
Another Common Game...
I think they may actually
So, so glad you made it
I made a post on "The One."
Yes. Me, too
Oh the sweet words, but where
FreeMe and Brit, thanks for
Again.. we are all the OW..I
I keep thinking about this
YUP.
yes we are were the OW now