This is so vain
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Mar 24 - 2PM
This is so vain
Went to BJ shopping for Easter. My N was Latino. There were so many Latino men shopping there. And I guess I looked good as they were checking me out. It felt good. But then I thought why would my N not want me? And then I had urge to text him and say whenever u want me I am here. I don't care that ur with OW. What is this about? How can these urges even enter my mind? It's a nice day here. I with my family. And I start thinking of him n desiring him? The urge has passed, I guess it's that weekend stuff, wondering what he us up to n old fantasy n fake man enter my mind. One of his fave things is going to Auto show in NYC. He was to bring me this year.
Pls dont take offense
No offense taken at all
I appreciate your open ness
I am afraid
Who
IB
IB, great point and advice.
If you really REALLY don't
I so appreciate
I think this is ironic...
Done as Dinner
NMFB
Does your family at home do
I want to stay
NMFB, just my 2 cents here . . .
Good lord, NMFB
If he's up your ass as you
Lol
Hmmm
Journey on...
Continued from above
It's not just
Actually there is a huge
Addiction
Based on your decision to stay in the marriage
Yes he is