I know he's a Narc, but getting REAL hurts
I know he's a Narc, but getting REAL hurts
So today I woke up with an intense headache. 2 hours and 2 advils ago, it's still not gone.
I know who that HE is a Narc, ive come to terms with this. I''ve been NC for 3 months. I don't want to ever see him again or even think of having him in my life. I'm angry and sad that he's a Narc and not a real human being and that I allowed someone to treat me this way. I'm in awe still that people like this actually exist and I must've been living in Lala land to have been deceived like this.
I'm doing the steps in Lisa's book.
I go to therapy.
I try and think positively.
I volounteer.
But today...
Just took a lot of energy just to have a shower. I'm feeling really down. Kids are at my moms- I should be having a party but I don't feel like doing anything. Hubby asked if I want to see a movie later, nope. I don't feel like working out, or reading, or cooking or talking to friends or anything.
Should I PUSH myself to do something, or does moping still constitute as getting Real and moving forward?
Maybe it's the post holiday blues winding down.
Can anyone else relate?
Thx everyone for your
UnbreakableI
unbreakable
In the Same Boat
Three months NC is AWESOME.
Unbreakable
Janie
UB - I can too
I can relate