I know he's a Narc, but getting REAL hurts

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#1 Jan 5 - 9AM
unbreakable
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I know he's a Narc, but getting REAL hurts

So today I woke up with an intense headache. 2 hours and 2 advils ago, it's still not gone.

I know who that HE is a Narc, ive come to terms with this. I''ve been NC for 3 months. I don't want to ever see him again or even think of having him in my life. I'm angry and sad that he's a Narc and not a real human being and that I allowed someone to treat me this way. I'm in awe still that people like this actually exist and I must've been living in Lala land to have been deceived like this.

I'm doing the steps in Lisa's book.

I go to therapy.

I try and think positively.

I volounteer.

But today...

Just took a lot of energy just to have a shower. I'm feeling really down. Kids are at my moms- I should be having a party but I don't feel like doing anything. Hubby asked if I want to see a movie later, nope. I don't feel like working out, or reading, or cooking or talking to friends or anything.

Should I PUSH myself to do something, or does moping still constitute as getting Real and moving forward?

Maybe it's the post holiday blues winding down.

Can anyone else relate?

Jan 6 - 4PM
unbreakable
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Thx everyone for your

Jan 7 - 12PM (Reply to #9)
Janie53
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UnbreakableI

Jan 5 - 8PM
onwithmylife
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unbreakable

Jan 5 - 4PM
EL8
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In the Same Boat

Jan 5 - 2PM
Deidre99
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Three months NC is AWESOME.

Jan 5 - 12PM
Janie53
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Unbreakable

Jan 5 - 4PM (Reply to #4)
Snowflake
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Janie

Jan 5 - 11AM
thenewjane
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UB - I can too

Jan 5 - 10AM
liv2lern2luv
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I can relate