I can't get happy
I can't get happy
Anxiety, depression, tears, anger, hate. It's x-mas and this is what I am feeling today. I am numb, and it's x-mas. I hate the fact that my son was with my ex and his insta-bride yesterday. I am haunted by the good times and laughter they had. I can't get this feeling out of my head. I hate him so much. I hate him for everything that he has done, and I don't know how to let it go. I hate that my child has a stepmom. I hate him so much. I can't get happy. Why did I let myself get involved and stay with such an asshole. Why do I feel destroyed. I am physically sick and have a huge pit in my stomach and a migraine.
I know it's the first x-mas like this. Who wakes up one day and says - yeah, ok, ex got married, and has a new life, and I am nothing.
you see these people are fakers too
So sorry for your pain...
Yeah he has a 'new' life- a
You know what's crazy. I was
Hi evonjohn, I know how you
That's the hardest part
Seriously though, what in
Evonjohn