Why do I miss him more
Why do I miss him more
Why do I miss MORE as time goes by rather than less? I can't seem to let it go. I can't grasp that he never cared about me. I think about the great times and can't understand how they had more meaning to me than him. And how the bad times were blamed on me. I have read so much here and learned so much....but then I think what if he isn't disordered and this doesn't apply to me. What if I am the problem?
I have been back to work, and I get through the shifts....and then I come home and cry my eyes out because I feel so empty. I have been given great advice here, and by family and some friends.....but I always seem to talk my out of it. Make excuses for him and shift blame back to myself. I wake up every morning going over the same questions in my mind and the more I can't let it go, the more frustrated I get. I know it takes lots of time and patience....but my patience is running out. I am getting worse not better. I have an appointment with a psychologist tomorrow and will likely start antidepressants. I really hope it helps because this is getting ridiculous.
Anyways, i just feel like crap this morning and wanted to vent.
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It's Wasn't You
I try too to remind myself
staying strong
Thank you:) It's exactly
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That's a great way to think
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staying strong78 here is aceonelady ...i have that too
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Thank you for saying that. I
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Jessika
Thanks for sharing. It helps
Thank you for the post Jessika
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