im stupid...whats wrong with me??
im stupid...whats wrong with me??
so i got hoovered like alot of you said i would.. a direct one, i woke up to 16 text messages from a strange number but in my heart i knew it was him, opened the texts..he started off by saying he doesnt hate me he just thinks its over he moved on blah blah he wishes me the best, then went into he hates me im a whore he hopes i die.. (i think on top of being a N and abusive hes bipolar)how could i not call him all summer knowing his friend died..mind you he told me to stop callin after he got caught calling OW. to make a long story short he totally disrespected me tellin me noone would want me he hopes i die a horrible death..so of course i responded saying if you moved on thats good im happy for you..were done..(not what he wanted to hear) then went on saying how could i remain friends with a enemy of his and he always knew i was a slut..i never once cheated on him..i responded and he responded saying never to talk to him again.. i responded again an he never responded..im soooooo angry at myself for responding..i know i have to totally commit to NC.. n thats what i tried to do..how do i do this? how do i not get sucked in if and when he contacts me again? maybe he never will again maybe this was to see if i still cared but then to ignore me like hes been doing..this shit is so fustrating i just want him out of my life..i cant live like this anymore and i really hate myself right now..
Iamwoman
IamW - NC all the way- -
Yes the longest journey
Yada, Yada, Yada
Ur so right.. This everytime
Change your phone number.
Ugh I did this do many
Been There.
Well...it only works if your
i dont think hes gonna call
If you change your number
He will.
they will call again
iamwomen