im stupid...whats wrong with me??

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#1 Sep 20 - 3PM
iamwoman
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im stupid...whats wrong with me??

so i got hoovered like alot of you said i would.. a direct one, i woke up to 16 text messages from a strange number but in my heart i knew it was him, opened the texts..he started off by saying he doesnt hate me he just thinks its over he moved on blah blah he wishes me the best, then went into he hates me im a whore he hopes i die.. (i think on top of being a N and abusive hes bipolar)how could i not call him all summer knowing his friend died..mind you he told me to stop callin after he got caught calling OW. to make a long story short he totally disrespected me tellin me noone would want me he hopes i die a horrible death..so of course i responded saying if you moved on thats good im happy for you..were done..(not what he wanted to hear) then went on saying how could i remain friends with a enemy of his and he always knew i was a slut..i never once cheated on him..i responded and he responded saying never to talk to him again.. i responded again an he never responded..im soooooo angry at myself for responding..i know i have to totally commit to NC.. n thats what i tried to do..how do i do this? how do i not get sucked in if and when he contacts me again? maybe he never will again maybe this was to see if i still cared but then to ignore me like hes been doing..this shit is so fustrating i just want him out of my life..i cant live like this anymore and i really hate myself right now..

Sep 21 - 1PM
Janie53
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Iamwoman

Sep 20 - 5PM
round3
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IamW - NC all the way- -

Sep 20 - 7PM (Reply to #13)
iamwoman
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Yes the longest journey

Sep 20 - 4PM
Goldie
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Yada, Yada, Yada

Sep 20 - 6PM (Reply to #11)
iamwoman
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Ur so right.. This everytime

Sep 20 - 4PM
Deidre99
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Change your phone number.

Sep 20 - 6PM (Reply to #2)
iamwoman
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Ugh I did this do many

Sep 21 - 5AM (Reply to #9)
HiTea
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Been There.

Sep 21 - 4AM (Reply to #3)
Deidre99
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Well...it only works if your

Sep 21 - 10AM (Reply to #4)
iamwoman
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i dont think hes gonna call

Sep 21 - 12PM (Reply to #8)
Deidre99
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If you change your number

Sep 21 - 12PM (Reply to #6)
brinamarie
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He will.

Sep 21 - 12PM (Reply to #7)
round3
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they will call again

Sep 21 - 10AM (Reply to #5)
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iamwomen