Not a good morning
Not a good morning
I know I'm going to get hell from a few of you for what I'm about to write.......I'm hoping I get support though instead of beatings as I'm beating myself for all of you.
I had a brutal weekend. I spent it alone, and I don't know why. I guess it's hard seeing friends, them asking how you are doing when the only answer you have inside you is "I'm trying"
I texted my exN this morning - nothing big, just "Darren, talk to me"
He responds of course - and says "I wish to be alone, you and I are over, there is nothing more to say"
Stupid me - stupid - stupid!
And of course now I sit here feeling like I did back since June 17th. I was doing so well - and now this.
Yes, I know - I'm weak - I'm stupid - as tears fall down my face as I know and now believe I will never in my life hear or see him again.....I feel defeated!
I need support right now more than I ever have - so please please don't beat me up
You say you think you are
Welcome
that
HALT
cdngemini
Here I am .. Nope not going
No sense of time
Hunter is everywhere, wink
Some amazing words of wisdom
wait, his wife was the go
Deirdre
CDNgemini
BEATEN UP - BUT NOW KNOWS
I mean this in a positive
DS
Done sourcing
They lie, cheat and steal.
DS
Imagine a ladder in that hole
Then I will fight for the
My child kept me in the game
Our children have a way of
A classic game of the
Help me
Calalily; Most likely,
deserve better
Wrong wrong wrong wrong
actually, he very well could
It happens to the best of us.
HALT