Second guessing

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#1 Jun 18 - 11AM
Needshelp
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Second guessing

I'm about a week into NC. This is the, I don' know, umpteenth time that I've gone NC, and at this point the doubt always kicks in with full force.

This is when I start to feel like it was all my fault, and I'm the evil one. I'm the one who wouldn't leave my husband fast enough. My fault. I can't seem to convince myself that he wouldn't be a different person if I had done what I was "supposed"
to do. So I start to feel badly about myself, and positively about him.

I'm still here, I still won't contact him- I just hate feeling like this!

Jun 18 - 7PM
onwithmylife
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needshelp

Jun 18 - 7PM (Reply to #8)
Needshelp
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I am in therapy, have been

Jun 18 - 7PM (Reply to #9)
onwithmylife
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needshelp

Jun 18 - 3PM
spinning
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Okay, needs, way to pinpoint your

spinning

Jun 18 - 6PM (Reply to #5)
Needshelp
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Spinning, you stopped me dead

Jun 18 - 8PM (Reply to #6)
NarcJunkie
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Spinning is spot on

Jun 18 - 2PM
Brit
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Neeshelp

Jun 18 - 2PM
Rising Dawn
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It's not your fault

Jun 18 - 11AM
Deidre99
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The ex N used you at a