Visit for D

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#1 Jun 2 - 12PM
shyloh
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Visit for D

Ends up I have to send my baby down there after all. It is in the order that if GF or his mom is there, D can go. Well, the gf and him are back together-ARE YOU fIN KIDDING ME.

It was predictable though. I have to send her down there to the dysfunction of him and her back together and not together. How confusing for children!!!!!

Well I did not handle this well at all. I am considering going on medication and I am so angry at myself for falling into this all over again. Only to be rejected by him again in the end. " I thought I didnt love her and it was the right thing to get back with you and my family". then (after I told him he was a slime and after we spent some time, guess he realizes he no longer loves me), -this is all previous conversation, I am still NC.

Even though he is a piece of shit, it still hurts. I am trying to get to the place where I realize it doesnt really matter and I am soooo better off with out him. All of this was the universes way of bopping me over the head and waking me up.

Funny how I can think of GF as PATHETIc to even consider getting back with him, well that gives me some self reflection because that is what I potentially was doing, considering getting back with a NARC, lying.

Anyone else have the experience of them with holding all of the info, or twisting the truth, so it appears it isnt a real lie? He resorts to saying "things change and perspectives change, so sometimes facts change". crazy making behavior

Jun 2 - 1PM
abreva
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email ONLY to avoid the crazy making.

Jun 2 - 1PM
Journey
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"Anyone else have the

Journey on...

Jun 2 - 12PM
Used
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shyloh

Jun 2 - 5PM (Reply to #2)
shyloh
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I told ex that I dont trust

Jun 3 - 4AM (Reply to #9)
Used
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So you are saying you dont

Jun 3 - 5AM (Reply to #10)
shyloh
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Had to email to get the facts

Jun 3 - 7AM (Reply to #11)
abreva
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email only

Jun 3 - 7AM (Reply to #12)
shyloh
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YEs I see. Its called crazy

Jun 3 - 8AM (Reply to #13)
abreva
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email only

Jun 3 - 8AM (Reply to #14)
shyloh
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Thanks Abreva. YES YES I get

Jun 3 - 10AM (Reply to #15)
abreva
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YAY you!

Jun 3 - 11AM (Reply to #16)
shyloh
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Thank u .I feel the love!!!

Jun 2 - 6PM (Reply to #3)
abreva
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email? conversations?

Jun 3 - 3PM (Reply to #4)
TruthbeginsToday
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The other reason for using

Jun 3 - 6PM (Reply to #5)
abreva
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email record trail

Jun 3 - 6PM (Reply to #6)
shyloh
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yeah, he has been pretty well

Jun 3 - 6PM (Reply to #7)
abreva
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Tighten it up!!!

Jun 3 - 7PM (Reply to #8)
shyloh
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If you feel comfortable, yes