Desperate

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#1 Mar 6 - 7AM
Sweetwater
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Desperate

Its the beginning of my 2nd day NC, and i woke up this morning feeling so pathetic about all the desperate things i did. I let him string me along only to discard me. I knew deep down he had no love for me. I had sex with him even, after the break up. I kept telling him i needed a committment. He agree and said we are going slow. It was a lie. The entire time he was devaluing me again, being hot then cold. He never just had the decency to say "its over". He was stringing me along for some sick amusement. I was such an idiot.

Mar 6 - 8PM
ruby01 (not verified)
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Sweetwater

Mar 6 - 8PM
Journey
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Hi Sweetwater and yes, the

Journey on...

Mar 6 - 9AM
Sparrow
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Good morning my fellow Dead

Mar 6 - 6PM (Reply to #6)
Sweetwater
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Thank you for the inspiration

Mar 6 - 7AM
TheBird
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They never get it

Mar 6 - 6PM (Reply to #4)
Sweetwater
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Yes, he is such a controlling

Mar 6 - 8AM (Reply to #2)
Snowflake
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Sweetwater

Mar 6 - 6PM (Reply to #3)
Sweetwater
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Snowflake, I'm only on day 2