Am I the "predator"?
Am I the "predator"?
Reading has me cycling through my crap today and trying to own my part in things and especially in my recovery.
I am beginning to think that I am the predator lately. My ex N has not contacted me since the box sent in early Nov. He has moved on with the OW, albeit still keeping it on the down-low. He does speak to me when I have bumped into him, and I have ignored that. I am still getting anxious everytime I hear ANYTHING about him/them and do stupid &%@# like drive by when out to see if his car is at work, ck FB for pictures etc. I don't think a day goes by that I am not performing some act of "contact". It makes me feel like a sicko. I really do think that he has stopped and that I am the issue. How do I move forward from this? Contact=Pain and I know he is sick but I am driving myself crazy and don't know that I can blame him for that.
48Hrs
Thats why you have to block
Key the truck
24 HOURS TOTAL NC!
Good,...post it...whatever
Computer error
Please don't feel bad...
Run4it
So far, so good
You have to trust the
You are not the issue Run4it.
So hard
I need to do this, as I am
I put some sticky notes on my
Run, you must try to detach...
spinning
This is just part of the
When the coggnitive dissonance goes away
If you got to the point of
They make you feel insane...
You are looking for
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Hunter
Goals...