Having a hard time separating from my husband
Having a hard time separating from my husband
I have been married to a N for 7 years and we have two children. We just started the separation process. I kicked him out after he didn't come home one night. I thought I was fine with this until I realized he was dating someone.
The hardest part is I know he is being the fun and charming guy with her. I know he is being everything I ever wanted him to be with her but I get the bad side.
He truly believes that I am at fault for our marriage failing. He claims I didn't give him enough attention and affection. I had a hard time being intimate with him because I didn't trust him and was resenting him for being an awful father. He had huge rages over the smallest issues and I know now he was trying to bully me into getting his way and his rages were out of guilt when he was caught lying. He tells me he I drove him to treat me that way.
I still love him and can't understand how he moved on so quickly. I am tormenting myself with the idea of him being with someone else.
How do I let him go? I do I accept that he doesn't love me and has moved on?
I wish he could see how selfish he was during our marriage and why I acted the way I did with him.
I wish there was a fast forward button on life!
So true about the Divorce. We
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I read The Path Forward today
NC
State of Peace
Nope, no magic pill, no
I am having self doubt. What
State, you must FORCE YOURSELF
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I'm sorry
SOP, here are a few things to do now
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