I think im on my way....
I think im on my way....
He texted me friday night. It said "hey, what are you up to?" So typical. Here it is, almost midnight on a friday night.... I know he was hoping i would respond and that I would have just jumped at hooked up with him for the night. (with no notice, as always, he always told me "I never make plans.") there was a time when I would get a text like this and the butterflies would start flying in my stomach because this fabulous, gods gift to women was wanting to see me. Lucky me, how privileged I was! But all of this research and reading and learNing......it has killed the high I would normally experience. Its so crazy but I can no longer view him as a real human beig. Its more like an evil entity....a con man. I see every attempt by him as a manipulation to get something. I don't feel all torn up inside like i felt after his last hoover attempt. I don't know if this is indifference I am feeling or numbness. But i don't have the sick feeling anymore when i think of him with ow. I only feel sick when i think back at how long I allowed him to hurt and use me. The anger is gone, i pity him now. I ignored his text. It wont be the last either. I just realize i want more than crumbs of crap. I am definitely making progress. Feels good.
when they text you like that...
empath, that is so sad and
empath
gravity
Just to remind
Victim-no-more
Great VNM!
I feel the same way
Good for you. Stay
Nan
Well done
The nerve, is all I have to
Keep the Buzz alive!! Hunter