Anybody else just break down and start crying out of the blue?
Anybody else just break down and start crying out of the blue?
I'll be having a pretty good day. Happy, feeling normal again, not thinking about xN very much and, if I do think about him, it's because I am glad to be rid of the pathological lying, arrogant, egotistical, psychopathic SOB. But then it hits me. Totally out of the blue. Like a tidal wave. I'll break down. Start crying hysterically. And I am not entirely sure why it comes on me. Shame? Hurt? Humiliation? Knowing that I am forever changed, forever tainted, forever damaged? Knowing that I was used to callously and allowed that to happen?
And I'm never sure how to react to the sudden onslaught of tears. Is it better to let them come and just ride it out? Should I take a Xanax? Try to busy myself with something else?
It always seems to catch me by surprise. Does this ever stop?
A tidal wave of tears!
Yes
I'm sorry
You Read My Mind
see there
It always seems to catch me by surprise
Thank you, everyone, and to Cynthia and Barbara....
Same with me
Monica
I did this around the 4-6
crying
Tears of pain, tears of freedom...