Broke NC......and it ended in domestic violence
Broke NC......and it ended in domestic violence
Hello Friends,
I've been off the site for about a month now. And I really have missed everyone. Here is what happened to me recently...
I broke NC after 6 weeks, when my N cast out a line in the form of texts and I bit. Went back to my N and after another "fantasy period", came the degrading, devaluing & then the silent treatment. The Crazy Train was off & running again at full steam, but not before an incident of domestic violence, which included pushing me to the floor several times, ripping off and breaking my new necklace, him biting my nose twice, smashing my cell phone & breaking it, pulling me around by my underwear to the point of tearing it to shreds, throwing my purse out the door and the grand finale....pulling a loaded gun on me. Two days later, I was full of bruises on my arms, which I lied to my friends about how it happened.
So, here I am today. Alone and crying. I won't go so far as to say that I "deserve" what he did to me, but I feel like I should have expected something negative, since my initial 5 months with him were full of games and lies. This time, it escalated to violence, which his ex-wife had him arrested for a few years ago.
I guess my reason for revealing these humiliating details is to warn you gals that when Hunter & friends say "NO CONTACT", there is a reason why. I thought the second time would be magically different. And it was for about 2 weeks. But then, the same old pattern returned. All games & lies....With violence, as the cherry on top. I have never had experience with that before. I am a successful, career woman who has been very lucky to live a great life. My N had/has such a strong hold over me that I allowed myself to put up with WAY more crap than I otherwise would have.
You cannot make sense of the senseless. If red flags are up, RUN. I didn't, but wish I had.
Crazy Train
Thank you ALL!
WOW..that`s all I can
Crazy Train
Just doesn't get any better
I sit in front of a blank
As someone who has been a
Many thanks for the support.
Dear CT
I know it must have been
OMG! CT are u ok? Are u in a
Crazytrain!
I'm wondering why he even has
Are you alright?
I am so so sorry this
Thank you everyone for your kind words.
Crazy Train
CrazyTrain,,be strong, courageous, you have a victory in this
We all want to act reasonable with them Crazytrain
Hi ((Crazy Train)), I don't
omg...i'm SO sorry. I have
Did you call the
One day he will pull a gun on
go to the police