Still somewhat confused
Still somewhat confused
It's been ten weeks since my blind sided phone call, and it seems like a lifetime. The hardest part for me now is that during the course of the day I will miss her very much and want to see her or talk to her. Then I came to my senses, and instead of remembering the sweet, lovely lady I knew in the beginning, I force myself to think of the faultfinding, picky, jealous, nagging,argumentative, immature woman she REALLY was. I second guess myself so many times asking myself, was she REALLY that way, or did she REALLY say that? The answer comes back the same all the time, that she was. I know it's partially that I was with her ten years, but I am just so confused as to why I still think about her so much, when I know deep in my heart that I will and have not contacted or responded to her, and my mind has enough data I've revealed to myself that she is definitely a textbook narc. I just wish I could go a day without thinking of her.
I get it all that you are
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