I'm about to cave in..
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Oct 25 - 2PM
I'm about to cave in..
It's only been 3 days NC. Sitting alone at home, fortunately very busy with work, but my mind strays. I can't help wondering what he's doing, I can't help wanting to write to him, to call him. I know he's probably thinking all kinds of awful things about me. I was kind of ok during the day for a couple of hours, but now I feel like I am not strong enough to do this, and in spite of everything, I just cannot imagine my life without him..
My process of getting to NC
Actually, even before finding
My narc didn't want contact from me either
They are really capable of
well he would'nt thank you
Looking at it from that
Hi there, can i ask you this?
I still am not sure whether
Also dont confuse confusion
No way do i think yr wrong,
I suppose I feel that way
Ok if you contact him.. What
I know, I won't get anything
I'm only on Day Two..
That is a wonderful idea,
ekat
I often thought I was
doesn't matter if he is Narc or not
its scary when we take the
Ekat, dearheart, this is where
spinning
I am sorry you spent so much
Yes you can!!
I am so sorry that you cannot
eKat, dearheart, you have
spinning
PLEASE DON'T
Thank you for your words.. I