Something I still struggle with...do you?
Something I still struggle with...do you?
I have healed, I'd say. I don't have CD, or am remotely tempted to break NC. He is a thing of the past. And so are his minions. I truly feel I've learned what brought me to him, and kept me with him...even though it wasn't a long term relationship, it still hurt me. But, it revealed much to me. That said, I still struggle with one thing. I struggle with the time I am not able to get back. :=( How do you cope with that part of it? I wouldn't say it's in the regret category, but I struggle with...gosh, I could have spent my time doing something worth while with my life...helping others, spending more time with my kids, etc. Instead, I spent it analyzing him...crying over him...sitting on that assanine website watching him bait me...thinking about what others were saying about me behind my back...talking to his minions about him, ugh!!! I can't believe I wasted so much of my life, and it pains me so. :=( Just curious if this is the last phase? Do any of you feel this pain as you near the end of your healing
i think about
Yes, I've thought about this
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
I don't struggle with it. I
Thank you everyone for your
I hear you...
Deidre
This is a very interesting
Journey on...
change
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{{{hugs}}} I needed that,
I think when we're done being
Deidre