Need a little more encourgament, feeling a little down today!!!!
Need a little more encourgament, feeling a little down today!!!!
My day started off very sad and aggervating. Don't know if I'm PMSing or what but I had a moment today. I cried about how I felt and what he has done to me. It still hurts. Its not the same as it was before but I'm not as over it as I thought I was. I hate how I feel at times but I love being able to feel. I can't wait for the day to come when it doesn't bother me and he is a memory. I am getting better, but I realize that I need to deal with my feelings a little more. I just talked with a friend of mine about what I have been through and she understood and empthasied with me, that really made me feel better.
I am so happy that I have not given in to breaking NC. I think about how hard it is now and how much harder it wil be if I did. I need to stay focus and contiune to pray. I was told there would be days like this...
I think I must be weired,
Ruby
i cry all the time
Thanks
I cried today too, just when
im done, what you are feeling
spinning
Thanks, I really needed the