Went on a nice date...Why am I hysterical crying???
Went on a nice date...Why am I hysterical crying???
It was a good time. Dinner and Elvis Costello concert. At the concert, he was so concerned that I was comfortable. He seemed protective and concerned about my well-being.
I couldn't help but think about the last concert I went to with ex-n. He kept telling me that "he could tell " that I wasn't having fun. I WAS having fun! I tried to tell him I was enjoying myself, he didn't believe me! When I wanted him to go with me to get a drink and sit down for a few minutes, he told me I RUINED "HIS" night because he wanted to dance, and we were going to lose our "place" on the concert floor, so we may as well leave. I had to beg him to stay. He said, "Why couldn't you go sit down by yourself? Why do you need a babysitter?" I knew we were going down a road that was really bad. I didn't know what to do!
The next day, he broke up with me. Because I ruined "his" concert.
Of course, stupid me, I got back together with him after that!
But that was the beginning of the end.
I am sitting here crying because I was treated the way I WISHED ex-n would have treated me.
Why was he so cruel? He punished me for every little thing! I could never do anything right!
I hope I am not stupid enough to push this new guy away because I can't get over EX-NARC. That would be really pathetic.
XOXO...
Mer
You are not psthetic
Tears are soap for the soul.
Thank you all for making me
I agree Skip the date
too soon
hi Mer.
your N, of course, sounds
It would not be pathetic.
Thanks, Sparrow. I wish I
Brains are just right
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