Do they ALWAYS devalue and discard?
Do they ALWAYS devalue and discard?
I know that is probably a silly question. I have read all of Sandra Brown's books and SEVERAL other books, websites, and of course this forum.
However, these past 2 days I seemed to have taken huge steps backwards for some reason. i was doing so well. I mean not even thinking of him obsessively for nearly 2 wks. I was really proud of the gains and starting to feel more like the old me. But yesterday and today I have been crying about it all.
I miss the good stuff. He was a great provider and caretaker and I know I will never meet a man who can do that. No one can compare. In that regard he IS superior. I didnt grow up with a father... so in a way he made me feel taken care of. That was the first time I felt like that in my life. Yes, I am a doctor and i make enough money to take care of myself- I miss the feeling of being taken care of.
I am wondering now.... did I play some part in being discarded?
Will he keep the girl he is with or is she too guarenteed to be devalued and discarded? I know that pathology is unchangable... however, if he meets up with a shallow girl who will stroke his ego to get toys from him... then perhaps she will not get devalued and discarded.
I KNOW that he is having a wonderful life. I just want some reassurance that his relationships will continue to be filled with drama, pain, and conflict.
feeling really sad and missing him today.... I have fallen back at least 2 months in my healing for some reason.
Jess :-(
I think we are ALL devalued.
thank you everybody
dreams
dreams
Jessika
ok..... I guess I thought
Keep in mind also that they
this caught my attention
all the work
not work really
cynthia
Anger and rage.
NEVER A SILLY QUESTION ON THIS SITE
jessika
Jess
always
To Jess
i only noticed it at the end
Ellen